Bill Wilson often said: Reverend Samuel Shoemaker was a wellspring of
the principles and attitudes that came to full flower in A.A.'s Twelve
Steps for Recovery; that Sam's early teachings did much to inspire him
and Dr. Bob; and, that from Shoemaker, he and Dr. Bob in the beginning
absorbed most of the Twelve Step principles. Then, at A.A.'s 1955
International Convention, Bill declared that early A.A. got its ideas of
self-examination, acknowledgment of character defects, restitution for
harm done, and working with others directly from Sam Shoemaker. Later,
Bill added that early AAs learned about moral inventory, amends for harm
done, turning their wills and lives over to God, meditation and prayer
"and all the rest of it" straight from the Oxford Group as it was "then
led in America" by Dr. Shoemaker. Finally, Bill wrote to Sam himself in
1963: "The Twelve Steps of A.A. simply represented an attempt to state
in more detail, breadth, and depth, what we had been taught-primarily by
you" and said:"Without this, there could have been nothing-nothing at
all." Bill then added Sam Shoemaker's name to his list of "co-founders"
of A.A.
There is much more. Sam was the Episcopal Rector at Calvary Church in
New York, the church which operated Calvary Rescue Mission where both
Bill Wilson and his "sponsor" Ebby Thacher made their decisions for
Christ. Ebby's Oxford Group mentors Rowland Hazard and Shep Cornell were
much involved with Sam's Calvary Church at that time. When Bill emerged
from Towns Hospital in late 1934, Sam immediately asked Bill to help
Professor Frederick E. Breithut with his drinking problem. In March,
1935, Bill, as godfather, sponsored the baptism of Breithut by Sam
Shoemaker. Ebby himself became a communicant at Calvary Church. And the
relationship of Bill and his early friends with Sam, and with Oxford
Group meetings at Calvary House and Oxford Group meetings and
houseparties led by Shoemaker was close and continuous. In the mid to
late 1930's, Bill spent many hours closeted with Sam in Sam's book-lined
study at Calvary House, discussing the spiritual ideas which were soon
to characterize A.A.
Even more important are these facts: Bill actually asked Sam Shoemaker
to write the Twelve Steps; but Sam declined, saying the Steps should be
written by an alcoholic, namely, Bill. Then, when Bill had completed the
Big Book manuscript, he circulated it to Sam for review prior to
publication. Also, Sam's reach into early A.A. actually extended much
farther than New York. For Dr. Bob's pastor in Ohio wrote to Sam
advising him of the progress with alcoholics in Akron as a result of
Bill's stay with Dr. Bob and his wife at their home during the summer of
1935-the period when A.A. was founded.
But much concerning Sam Shoemaker and A.A. has taken back stage. A.A.
and A.A. historians have simply ignored specifics that Sam contributed
to A.A.'s Step, Big Book, and Fellowship ideas. Unless we learn those
details, we will be without access to, or understanding of fundamental
spiritual principles AAs borrowed from Shoemaker. One example is
"finding God"-a challenge that has been distorted through lack of
knowledge of its Shoemaker source.
Basic Shoemaker Contributions
You cannot fairly appraise Sam Shoemaker's legacy to A.A. without
knowing the depth and breadth of what Sam had to offer. Sam wrote over
thirty books, at least half of which were circulating (before A.A.'s 12
Steps and Big Book were published in 1939) and being circulated in New
York, Akron, and the Oxford Group.
Sam was also a prolific writer of sermons, pamphlets, and articles for
the Calvary Evangel, his parish newsletter. The sermons and articles
included his 1935 piece on "The Way to Find God." Also, his pamphlet on
"A First Century Christian Fellowship" (the name by which the Oxford
Group was known during A.A.'s formative years, and a name which Dr. Bob
used to characterize Akron A.A. itself. Sam also wrote "Three Levels of
Life," and "What if I Had but One Sermon to Preach" (two pamphlets which
were tucked into the back of Anne Smith's Journal). Sam's booklet "One
Boy's Influence" was quoted in Anne Smith's Journal. Six other Shoemaker
books are known for sure to have been owned, and read by, Dr. Bob and
his wife Anne Smith. In all, therefore, Sam's ideas reached A.A. through
his books, his pamphlets; his published sermons; his Evangel articles;
his personal conversations with Bill; his influence on Bill's mentors
Reverend Irving Harris, Julia Harris, Rowland Hazard, Shep Cornell,
Hanford Twitchell, Victor Kitchen, and others; and Sam's actual conduct
of, and leadership in, the very first alcoholic meetings on the East
Coast. Meetings which were actually Oxford Group assemblages. Sam's
ideas were also passed down the shoot via Calvary Rescue Mission, where
Bill first went for help and where he later went to find and help other
drunks.
Sam Shoemaker ideas can be found in the very language of the Twelve
Steps. They can be found almost verbatim in the Big Book. They are part
of A.A. fellowship jargon. And they were later reiterated and explained
when Shoemaker addressed A.A. International Conventions in St. Louis and
subsequently at Long Beach. Also in the articles he wrote for A.A.'s
Grapevine. Also when he wrote about A.A., as he frequently did, in his
own books and pamphlets. Recall too that Sam's colleagues described him
as a "Bible Christian." His books, sermons, and articles were permeated
with references to the very Bible verses and chapters that became the
foundation of A.A.'s own basic ideas. Principles that were studied in,
and borrowed from, the Bible itself by A.A.'s Akron pioneers. Additional
Shoemaker input came from Sam's frequently references to the writings of
Professor William James, whom Bill Wilson was later to call a "founder"
of A.A. and from whose Varieties of Religious Experiences, Bill obtained
important religious principles. Furthermore, Sam was an outspoken
advocate of Quiet Time, Bible study, prayer, and the use of devotionals;
and these practices became part and parcel of early A.A. meetings, group
quiet times, and personal prayer life.
Shoemaker/Wilson correspondence located at the Episcopal Church
Archives in Austin, Texas also demonstrates the degree to which Wilson
confided in Sam from the beginning of their friendship. The
correspondence dealt with Roman Catholic influences and activities in
A.A., with Oxford Group ideas, with Bill's ventures into spiritualism
and LSD, and with Bill's ideas about A.A. itself.
Specific Shoemaker Ideas in A.A.
Every AA who stays in our fellowship long enough to be exposed to its
Big Book, its Twelve Steps, and its meeting buzzwords will readily
recognize thoughts that seem to have come directly from the books and
other writings of Sam Shoemaker.
These include: (1) Self-surrender. (2) Self is not God. (3) God either
is, or He isn't. (4) "Turning point." (5) Conversion. (6) Prayer. (7)
Fellowship. (8) Willingness. (9) Self-examination. (10) Confession of
faults to God, self, and another. (11) Amends. (12) "Thy will be done."
(13) Spiritual Experience. (14) Spiritual Awakening. (15) The
unmanageable life. (16) Power greater than ourselves. (17) God as you
understand Him. (18) The "Four Absolutes"-- honesty, purity,
unselfishness, and love. (19) Guidance of God. (20) "Faith without works
is dead." (21) "Love thy neighbor as thyself." (22) Clear references to
Almighty God (using Bible terms) as our "Creator," "Maker," "Father,"
"Spirit," "God of our fathers," and "Father of Lights." (23) The Lord's
Prayer. (24) Jesus's "sermon on the mount." (25) Self-centeredness. (26)
Fear. (27) Grudges. (28) Quiet Time. (29) Reliance on God. (30)
Relationship with God. (31) "Giving it away to keep it." (32) "News, not
views." (33) God has a plan. (34) Seeking God first. (35) Belief in God.
(36) Born again. (37) Marvel at what God has done for you. (38) Let go!
(39) Abandon yourself to Him [God]. (40) "Not my will but Thine be
done." And many others.
You can find, in my title "New Light on Alcoholism: God, Sam Shoemaker,
and A.A.," a list of 149 Shoemaker expressions that very closely
parallel A.A. language. Many more can be found in specific quotations
from Shoemaker's books, books which have been fully reviewed in my New
Light work on Shoemaker.
Shoemaker and our Twelve Steps
Make no mistake. Whatever Bill Wilson may have said or implied from time
to time, Sam Shoemaker was not the only source of A.A.'s spiritual
ideas. Wilson often steered his applause in Sam's direction in an effort
to avoid Roman Catholic and other objections to the Oxford Group from
which A.A.'s ideas also came and of which early A.A. was a part.
Moreover, Bill never mentioned A.A. specifics from Dr. Bob, Anne Smith,
the Bible, Quiet Time, God's direct guidance or Christian literature
that was daily fare in early A.A.
Remember also! Dr. Bob said he did not write the Twelve Steps and had
nothing to do with writing them. Those Steps represented Bill's personal
interpretation of the spiritual program that had been in progress since
1935. Dr. Bob emphasized, on more than one occasion, that A.A.'s basic
ideas had come from study of the Bible. Dr. Bob studied the Bible.
Daily, for three months, Anne Smith read the Bible to Bill and Bob. Bob
read the Bible to AAs. He quoted the Bible to AAs. He gave them Bible
literature. And he frequently stressed Bible study, stating that the
Book of James, 1 Corinthians 13, and Jesus's sermon on the mount
(Matthew 5 to 7) were considered absolutely essential in the early
spiritual recovery program. Bill Wilson and Dr. Bob both said that the
sermon on the mount contained the underlying philosophy of A.A.
Nonetheless, Sam's own imprint is on the Steps. Every one of them. His
imprint was on the presentation of Oxford Group ideas that Ebby Thacher
made to Bill Wilson in Towns Hospital. And we will briefly take a look
at just where Shoemaker's language parallels the language of the Twelve
Steps. In fact, our third chapter in "New Light on Alcoholism" provides
further details and complete documentation.
Step One: Shoemaker spoke of the gap between man and God which man is
powerless to bridge, man having lost the power to deal with sin for
himself. As to the unmanageable life, Sam referred to the prayer in the
Oxford Group so often described in "Victor's Story" and quoted by Anne
Smith in her journal: "God manage me, because I can't manage myself."
Step Two: Sam spelled out the need for a power greater than ourselves.
He quoted Hebrews 11:6 for the proposition that God is. He declared: God
is God, and self is not God; and that man must so believe. Sam urged
seeking God first, from Matthew 6:33. He espoused the "experiment of
faith" by which man believes that God is; seeks God first in his
actions, and then knows God by doing God's will, and seeing that God
provides the needed power. For this idea, Sam frequently cited John
7:17. Step Three: Sam taught about the crisis of self-surrender, quoting
William James's Varieties of Religious Experience. Sam said it involved
being born again; and declared that man must make a decision to renounce
sins, accept Jesus Christ as Saviour; and begin Christian life in
earnest. Sam illustrated a surrender with language similar to that in
A.A.: namely, a "decision to cast my will and my life on God." Many
times, Sam said one need only surrender as much of himself as he
understands to as much of God as he understands. A clear precursor of
A.A.'s "God as we understood Him"-which has unfortunately been
misunderstood and has been attributed to other sources.
Step Four: Sam wrote of self-examination to find where one's life fell
short of the Four Absolute Standards of Jesus: honesty, purity,
unselfishness, and love. One was to write down exactly where he had
"fallen short." There was a "moral obligation" to face these facts,
recognize these as blocks to God, and be "ruthlessly, realistically
honest." Step Five: Shoemaker taught of honesty with self and honesty
with God, quoted James 5:16 for the importance of confession to others,
and stressed the need for detailed sharing of secrets. Step Six: Though
the fact of Bill's borrowing of this "conviction" step from the Oxford
Group 5 C's seems to have been overlooked, Shoemaker taught often about
the need for man's conviction that he has been miserable, has (by his
sins) become estranged from God, and needs to come back to God in honest
penitence. Sam urged willingness to ask God exactly where one is failing
and then to admit that sin. Step Seven: Sam clarified this as the
"conversion" step of the 5 C's. It meant a new birth, he said. It meant
humility. It meant, for Shoemaker, the assumption upon ourselves of
God's will for us and the opening of ourselves to receiving the "grace
of God which alone converts." It meant "drawing near and putting
ourselves in position to be converted. . . utter dedication to the will
of God." Shoemaker often defined "sin" as that which blocks us from God
and from others." So, originally, did Big Book language. And each of the
foregoing life-changing steps hangs on early A.A.'s definition of sin
and the "removal" process of examining for sin, confessing sin, becoming
convicted of sin, and becoming converted through surrendering it. The
conversion experience, according to Shoemaker and early A.A. established
or enabled rediscovery of a "relationship with God" and initiated the
new life that developed from the relationship with God which conversion
opened. Since both the Sixth and Seventh Steps were new to A.A. thinking
and added something to the original "surrenders" to Jesus Christ, these
Steps cannot easily be understood all without seeing them in terms of
the complete surrender, the new relationship, the new birth, and giving
the sins to God, as Shoemaker saw the process and as Bill attempted to
write it into the recovery path.
Step Eight: Wilson added this step to the Oxford Group's "restitution"
idea. Bill also incorporated the Shoemaker talk of "willingness" to ask
God's help in removing the blocks, being convicted of the need for
restitution, and then being sent "to someone with restoration and
apology." Step Nine: Sam said the last stand of self is pride. There can
be no talk of humility, he said, until pride licks the dust, and one
then acts to make full restoration and restitution for wrongs done. As
AAs in Akron did, Sam also quoted from the sermon on the mount those
verses enjoining the bringing of a gift to the altar without first being
reconciled to one's brother (Matthew 5:22-24). Restitution was not
merely a good deed to be done. It was a command of God from the Bible
that wrongs be righted as part of the practicing the principle of love.
If one understands Shoemaker, one can understand the absurdity of some
present-day AAs' guilt-ridden suggestions about writing a letter to a
dead person or volunteering help for the down-trodden or making a
substitutionary gift to some worthy cause. Sam taught that the required
amends were not about works. They were about love!
Step Ten: This step concerned daily surrender and the Oxford Group idea
of "continuance." Sam taught it was necessary to continue
self-examination, confession, conviction, the seeking of God's help, and
the prompt making of amends. This continued action was to follow the new
relationship with God and others that resulted from removal of the sin
problem in the earlier steps. Step Eleven: Sam wrote eloquently about
Quiet Time, Bible study, prayer, and "meditation" (listening for God's
guidance). Sam urged daily contact with God for guidance, forgiveness,
strength, and spiritual growth. So does A.A.'s Big Book. Quiet Time was
a "must" in early A.A. And Shoemaker defined every aspect of Quiet Time
from the necessity for a new birth to a new willingness to study, pray,
listen, and read rather than to speak first and lead with the chin. Step
Twelve: This step comprehends: (1) A spiritual awakening, the exact
meaning of which Shoemaker spelled out in his books and in his talks to
AAs. (2) A message about what God has accomplished for us, a phrase
which Shoemaker himself used, saying, in several ways: "You have to give
Christianity away to keep it."(3) Practicing the new way of living in
harmony with God's will and in love toward others, an idea easily
recognized from Sam's teachings that a spiritual awakening comes from
conversion, that the gospel message concerns God's grace and power, and
that the principles to be practiced are defined in the Bible.
Accordingly, our Twelfth Step language, without Sam, has become
ill-defined and illusory. For A.A. Big Book students know that none of
the three 12 Step ideas is set forth or explained in the chapter of the
Big Book dealing with the Twelfth Step. To be frank, A.A. left
Christianity in the dust. In so doing, AAs lost an understanding of what
Sam Shoemaker taught and Dr. Bob emphasized: Conversion, the gospel
message, and love and service were defined in the Book of Acts, the Four
Absolutes, 1 Corinthians 13, Jesus' sermon on the mount, the Book of
James, and other specific parts of the Bible.